My Writings

Some Writings I have done. Hope you like them

The day is numb
I sit
I stare
Blanketed by my disinterest

Dull
Lifeless
Endless barrage of nothingness ensues me

Dear God!
I want to SCREAM!!!!

I am trapped in the security of my insecurity
The temptation of settling
holds me like a dead weight
to this prison cell they call...
WORK

I need to be saved from this
Corridor of desolation before I loose my mind.


Copyright © 2003 Robbie Rodrigues

In times of trouble and despair
You are my anchor
You are my prayer
When the clouds cover over me and I am feeling blue
What makes me happy is
The sense
Of you

You are my shining star, my tumbleweed,
You are my flower, my destiny

If I could fill my love with a glowing fortress of lavender hues
I would fill it with the beauty
And wonders of you

In my life I have traveled across the seas and loved many a foe
You were the one true entity
I never thought I would know

Now I am grateful and safe
When the morning starts
Because there is no place safer
Than...

The shade of your heart

Dedicated to my soulmate wherever he is on Valentines Day and my Higher Power and my cat Synamin
February 14, 2002
Robbie L. Rodrigues

I'm busy chasing rainbows that I can never reach.

A fantasy deep within brings you here to me
I would have never told you
you were never supposed to know

I cant stand the rain that keeps dancing on my heart
I swear to you
I never knew
How long we'd be apart
Everyday I listen
For that quiet voice within
To tell me something positive
an answer on the wind

The sun danced in my eyes?
Everytime you came to me it was a wonderful surprise
I wanted to wrap my arms around you
Protect you from the storm
My feelings for you were real
not superficially born
Not made up or pretend
Yes...... I'm scared too
but I'm still WILLING in the end

Reaching for the stars
your walls are hard to climb
I didn't know you were so cold
or why I was so blind

The winds came sweeping down
The world started spinning round

Meeting you brought Magic to my heart

The only place for you and me
is together not apart

May 1 2003
Copyright © 2003 Robbie Rodrigues

I want to love you

Will you let me?

Will you love me back?

Thats all I want to know

But......

On this journey we were brought together
Now, Here I am
I stand alone in my time of need
Holding my heart out to you
but you care little about me

and I'm Not sure why